This is a letter for what I felt for a special girl in my life.
She's the only person that made me feel so much love for a girl.
I did this letter in a time that i'm under the influence of alcohol, but i know that i'm not that drunk and what i wrote is seriously for her.
I have a question for you.
Did you ever felt a kind of emotion that wanted to burst out from your heart when your under the influence of alcohol, but you could not express it in words and actions?
That is what exactly happened to me that day.
I just felt that I wanted to remove this heavy feeling inside my heart but i don't have anyone whom i can speak with. And she's not with me so I can't do any actions.
Then suddenly I got this idea to write a letter for her..this letter which are full of emotions.
and this is it..



the first time i saw you...
i could never realize that i will fall for you..
i thought i dont like you..
and i knew that i wouldnt love you..
but these thougths didn't last..
these thougths that hinder my emotions..
are not enough to put my true feelings on a cage...
my heart just wanted to say i love...
the cage was shattered and a few seconds later it was destroyed
i thougth i could finally show my feelings to you..
but when my heart is about to..
i just stop and wondered..
then i realized that not isn't the time yet..
because even though mine has escaped...
yours haven't...
it hurts me when everytime all i can do is say goodnight and sleep well..
times when i can't express my true feelings..
it's like a brand new cage...
but this one is funny..
cause it's not a cage from me..
but a cage from you..
a cage that's created because of me knowing you more...
and in the time i knew you..
i realized that your not ready..
but i'll wait...
i'm really going to wait..
for you..