Today I've gained that chance to made a change for her,my special girl. I've always wanted to show her that this relationship is not all for fun. I will fight whatever this world throw towards us.For my heart wishes for her smiles. It just cries for those magical bends of her lips with those cute little dimples in her cheeks.
There are already tears that is wasted for a cost that is meaningless. So I wished to grab her heart back to my care,where it really belongs. At start it is hard to be in a battle that you are so unprepared. There are fights all over our relationship that we don't know how to stop blaming each other. With all those screaming and shouting turned my mental state into confusion. I suddenly felt the urge to say how my heart really feels....
"My heart."
While we are fighting all I can hear is the sound of my beating heart. It's about to explode with so much vague anger. Then my mouth opened and about to say the hindered answer....."I LOVE YOU."
I felt the calmness that those words brought to my heart. The simple sincerity of a love that wants to survive in the jungle of trials.Then everything stopped, silence seeps in and we started to remember that love.I can't believe that I almost told her those feelings that I'll surely regret saying but I didn't, for I can't. My mind stops to think because of all that confusion but the mind of my heart prevents my mouth to utter those unneeded words. The love in my heart forbid me of such anger and provided me that simple answer to all our problems. It is to simply put everything else into nothing and start where everything had began. The love that starts with those three words "I LOVE YOU". There and then I embodied that warmth of love and manifest it towards her hearing ears,with comfort that I wanted her to be caressed with. Words falls down like rain drops flowing towards her heart that weaken her rock emotions caused by pain and anger. Everything had started all over. We seek again for each others care. Wishing for those comforting hugs and irreplaceable kisses. Dreaming that by the closest time possible we could touch each others hands which caries our bound emotion towards one another. Carrying each others thoughts in our own open field of free expressions through the love that juxtapose our hearts. We waked up from a nightmare and continued living in reality with our simple love that conquered our hearts.I'll change for you, for our love and for us.Whatever we might face let's just stand firm cause I know no matter what, we can fight and I believe in that.
I love you my princess.I love you my sweet.
I love you my baby.
I love you my bata.
I love you and that is true.
I love you....
All of it are for you.
