A Stupid Human Being

I'm all but a failure,
to my studies,to my relationships,to my family and to myself..
but what can i do?
this is all i can say or ask...
"what can i do?"
a short question that is being asked by the foolish me..
and here i am
waiting for myself or by someone to answer this question..
and then someone told me that i already know the solution to this problem..
i think till i can't think no more..
and still i can't identify that answer..
it's funny because that other person knew that i know the answer..
HAHAHA!
I'm really a foolish person..
or much better a stupid human being..
i wanna surrender to this emotions...
i wanna be taken away to the dugeon of my heart
and stay for eternity..
you can say i'm a weakling cause i am..
i don't wanna try,
i'm afraid to try,
nothing can save me,
nothing can catch me from this fall..
i'm alone till the end..
and it's much better...
i don't want to add more people that will be affected to my actions..
i wanna be alone..
but i can't.